Category About me
Good Night
Towards the horizon I slowly drift. Further away, I might not return. Completely to His Might, I surrender.Whatever will be, shall be. So I say my final words. Through silent whispers my heart could hear aloud. With much love and beauty of hope, I bid you good night and see you tomorrow. (God-willing).
Mirage
The world is but a mirage of existenceA resounding echo of the infinite substance Fooled may be by its apparent presenceBut a mirage is none in its prominent absence A fool are you to believe in the mirage’s liesWhen you yourself are parts of those very lies Escape the traps of its pretense realityAnd free […]
Keep The Change
Here I was, stuck in traffic unmoving, complaining, dwelling in a self-pity of having to drive manual-transmission car in such a heavy traffic. There he was, standing on the side of the road, counting his day’s earning, with baskets of cheap bread still half-filled and a smile on his face, thanking God for the blessings […]
Returning to You
Last night I woke up finding myself unable to breathe. In reflex to hold on to life, I used my inhaler in a hope for immediate relief. Yet, such a relief I didn’t find. The pain of breathlessness overtook, and sudden realization struck, “Death! Is this how it would feel like? Am I going to […]
The Man with The Deep Age Lines
It’s not like I needed them then. These air fresheners. Nevertheless, I was particularly moved simply seeing the man selling these on the street. On the side of the road where traffic was heavy, there he was (probably in his 50s) in shorts, t-shirt, and sweat towel around his neck. “How long has he been […]
Duty Over Love
Love is the death of duty. ~ Master Aemon Targaryen of Game of Thrones’ The Wall ~ Does true love exist? Is happily ever after meant for this worldly life? You have lived your life for others way too long you couldn’t remember when exactly the last time you selfishly simply went for one of […]
He & She
He… Truth is beauty, and in your life, you’ve seen plenty of beauty. In fact, if you could give a name to the person you’ve always felt was your true love, you’d call that relationship ‘beautiful.’ And that beauty held truth for you: this is the only person you’ll ever want to be with. Life […]
Our Message
Our Message is a message of Love, a message of Compassion, a message of Generosity, a message of Kindness, a message of Mercy… … to all mankind and the whole universes, everyone and everything. Our Message is the message of Rahmatan Lil ‘Aalamin, the message of Muhammad, sallallahu ‘alayhi wasallam.
How I Sabotage My Sleep
Replace “you” below with “I”… 😁 So, true btw. It makes me recall my moments of thinking that the world isn’t supposed to be this hard. That happily ever after does exist. #theprincessinme 😆 You’re up late because you’re imagining a utopian universe where everyone is kind and accepting. This world is so perfect that […]
To Love or Be Loved
A wise person once said that it is better to be loved than to love. Well, I’d say we don’t actually get to choose whether we are to love or be loved. God chooses for us. Sometimes, God showers us with so much love that He enables us to only give and give, out of […]
The Narcisistic You
Perhaps I would write a book about You. About how You created me simply to witness You. About how narcisistic You are, to have created me just to learn about You, be fascinated by You, and therefore praise You abundantly. For sure, being the Ultimate Narcisist is Your right, Your prerogative. Besides You are the […]
January 25th
One morning on January 25th, 2022, I woke up immediately turning to my right. My world started spinning. Even when I closed my eyes back, it was still spinning in its pitch blackness. “What’s wrong with me?” I silently asked. Turning to my left was similar. The spinning repeated, even when both eyes were closed. […]
A Message in a Bottle
Today, I wrote a message saying how I had missed you. A message I then rolled neatly and placed in an air-tight bottle so as not to sink away swallowed by the fierce ocean. As I threw the bottle into the sea with a wishful prayer that it would reach your shore that one day […]
Spinning World
The past two days, whenever I changed the position of my head abruptly the world has been spinning so quickly. I haven’t been able to function properly without first getting disoriented. “What’s wrong with me?” I wonder. This morning I dreamt of unplugging a circuit board from my head and giving it to my second […]
What polygamous devil has got into me?
What has got into me? Out of the blue, I cried profusely while driving to work yesterday. The whole day at work, at my desk, I sobbed, trying to be as subtle as possible. My next-door cubicles probably thought I was having a cold. Lucky me! Or not! A colleague right across my cubicle, he […]
Stars from Heavens 